rindu + sedih = sakit

today is the last day in 2010.
i feel lost again.
is this my new year celebration ?
too many arguing make me headache and last nite i had a nightmare..
i want to cry (already crying)
am missing something ...
cukup terasa dgn kata2..betul ada yang mengatakan kata2 tu lagi berbisa daripada sebilah pedang..
if i can delete all my memories inside my head like we do to our pc/laptop..i will do it..
too many things inside my head ..
sesungguhnya memang susah untuk memuaskan hati pihak lain sehingga hati sendiri terluka..
kita sebagai manusia tak bole mmentingkan diri sendiri..
i try to be a good person..
am i pushing you very hard ?
its really hurt me deep inside my heart..
terasa selama nie i menyusahkan ..

rinduku pada tempat yang jauh lagi dikenang semakin kuat...wait for me dear..